Sunday, March 1, 2020

FOLLOW THE LEADER

Oh Lord. let my light so shine that my mouth never has to mention it. Thank you.

"Doing it right" is when we all come out the other side not looking good but feeling loved because our own mistakes have humbled us, and we know God's will in the midst of it all.

I am seeing me as the ribbon running thru all my discords, i.e., Sea Shell from 30 years ago, JoB 2-3 years ago; MaPa today...with each of those, I have sought (and do seek) still more spiritual growth.  I wonder if my lesson a-learning isn't that too much of my search has been through my interpretation of the Sermon, et al. And, who's kidding whom...pretty much self-determined objectives are floating that boat.

The latest is the one where I consciously (without forethought or planning) went off...took the bait and exploded. My wakeup call was recognizing that as God's will...my reasoning mind mistake was not a spiritual mistake but a step out...God getting me off my self-determined objective and back to the truer path,  follow the Leader.

Blinding flash of the obvious: This is the rocky road to the crucifixion of self. Which, according to me, is what still more spiritual growth is all about.

Thank you.

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