AND GOD SIGHS

I can't believe I've done this again. I know better...or I surely hope I know better by now! I know, when my feet hit the floor in the morning, I'm going to feed Ruckus, walk Ruckus, do my yoga, go into my quiet time. The first two is taking care of another, the third is intro to my quiet time, then quiet time. So it all counts as one.

Here's the part where I should know better...I've moved yogurt into the mix. I haven't eaten yogurt in years, but it was on sale, and it was a great sale. That addition has completely scrambled my entire quiet time focus.

First off, I hate yogurt unless it is frozen so I don't have to deal with its slimy texture, not to mention its smell. I buy the little containers and freeze them. The problem being, it takes a scientific genius to figure exactly how long to defrost them unto smoothness. And it's not the same time every day. I'm guessing it depends on the room temperature, and good luck with that...the way the outside temp is going from 60 to 100 on any given day, it is impossible for me to keep a regular room temperature.

I get up at 5:00 AM, here it is after 8:00, and I haven't gotten settled into my quiet time yet. And the yogurt wasn't smooth either. It was like eating yogurt ice chips...yuck.

The really ugly part is, this started last week and now we're at Wednesday...a week and a half already.

I blame the dentist who did in Cecil. Possibly Donald Trump.

Which makes me kinda regret I ever realized that I can no longer use, "Forgive me, Father, for I know not what I do," as my get out of jail free card. Because I do know what I do. I've worked hard to get to know me, who I am and what I'm all about. Then I told everybody.

We'll do better tomorrow, won't we, God?

Thank you.