I have an awful lot of resistance to various people going on in my own head.
It may be that the prettier the words I read and write and study, the uglier my attack thoughts...which makes sense. It's the same old, same old actually.
One coin, two sides, but it's the same coin...ego on one side, spirituality on the other. We cannot live on one side of that coin...we must meet in the middle, living spiritual principles in an unspiritual world. It is in keeping the blend as unselfed as possible that we walk easier in our own head.
My exercise is to show a grateful face mentally to the various people I am resisting...when they are nowhere around me. Then when they walk into my life, that mental gratitude has a chance of showing forth.
That has worked so many times in my past, it is proof of my ego that it is still the last thing I remember to do.
Thank You.
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